grumpy =.=

December 5, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   250 words

things that make me cranky
1. exams
-> 4 exams in 3 days. and not enough time to study. not that i enjoy studying.
-> 5th exam 1 week later. so after all that stress it’s not like i get to enjoy my holidays early.
-> exams stress me out. big time.
2. work
-> my dear boss. as much as i appreciate you wanting to see me at work, and your great understanding towards my need of cash around christmas time for presents, shopping and general spending…you really out did yourself. did you really have to schedule me full time for the 2 and a half weeks i’m off from school?!
-> my plan for the christmas holidays was:
~spend christmas with my friends and family. i was planning on at least 3 christmas parties and a huge new years eve bash. catch up time with people i havent seen in ages.
~hang out with people i dont get to spend much time with during the year. dinners. outings. sing k (im itching)
~lots of shopping. for christmas presents (i love shopping for presents). & during boxing week (for me!)
~catch up on all the dramas i havent been able to watch between september and now
~prepare for january (have a big test im forced to write)
-> and now. my holiday actually looks like:
~work
~work
~more work
-> as much as i love my friends at work, i’d prefer to see them outside of work and not in the confines of that little tiny brick building.
and so. im really cranky.

fam.ilia.

November 22, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   141 words

i was sitting with my coworker, she was waiting for her ride and i finally had some time for dinner. one of our regulars came in.
she: *laughing* “he looks so lost”
the regular hears her and chuckles.
she: “but no matter how lost he is he will always know to come back here”
me: “yea because this place is like his second home”
she: “we spend more time here with each other than with our own families”
me: *thinking* “…yea that’s true”
she: “because when you go home you’re so tired and you just go to sleep”
me: “well, we’re like family here” =)
she: “yea~. we fight, we cry, we play, we joke”
and that’s when i realized.

my baby♥

November 15, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   98 words

im so in love with it <3
still trying to figure out all the functions and working out the kinks. but *happysigh* it's just so beautiful~
my baby..my love~
docomo sh906i - links here here and here
i wanted to get it even before it was released xD

*dokidoki♥

November 2, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   77 words

autumn 2007 - autumn 2008
a full year. after a year of dreaming, i’m finally slowly waking up.
at the end of the road, i still want to say thank you.
looking back, they were good memories.
and i’ll think back with smiles.
i learned a lot. letting go, moving on. new experiences. and learning a little bit more about what it really means.
i dont know what tomorrow will be like. but in this moment in time, im happy.

Give Thanks <3

October 13, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   72 words

Happy Thanksgiving~
Did you give your thanks yet?

I’m thankful for the my house, my clothes, my food, my education, my security. All things I take for granted everyday, but may be something that seems impossible to someone else.
And more superficially,
I’m thankful for my cellphone, my agenda, my mp3, my computer, my credit card, and my magic powder - because I’m dependent.
But most importantly,
I’m thankful for you.
有咁多人鍚, 我真係好幸福 =)

情歌♥

October 8, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life., Music   87 words

i finally understand why love songs are so popular,
why that’s the central topic of so many songs around the world - no matter the language,
why music from classical ballads and serenades to hard mental rock to hiphop r&b to country can all be written about love for love,
why love songs don’t have time limits. 
funny how long it took me.

是太想念你 超過了預期
張開手保護你 遊歷世界 讓你驚喜
由這一分鐘我一生就只有你
明日縱使不堪 阻不到我用心愛你
讓我終於都明瞭 明白你比生死重要
連話語也沒法盛載得起
I’ll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today
-側田 “三十日”

Distant Memories

September 22, 2008   Filed Under: Site Updates   143 words

joint photoblog with Cindy is up and running. drop by~
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life

September 21, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   65 words

天離地有多高?
東邊離西邊有多遠?
-家好月圓

translation:
how high is the sky from the ground?
how far is the east from the west?

sometimes there’s no answers. sometimes there’s no reason why.
there are things you can’t change or control.
sometimes you can only let it happen.
and the only thing you can do is accept it with a smile.

yesterday’s i’m sorry became today’s thank you.

two weeks.

September 18, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life.   118 words

right when it came out of my mouth. that feeling formed at the pit of my stomach. the rest of the day i walked around feeling not myself anymore. each time i laughed or smiled my heart gave a little.
but it wasn’t until i left and i was on the subway by myself did i realize what it meant.
and although i really have no choice. i know i wont be able to let go and until the final day comes its going to be really hard on me. and even a long long time after im going to be sad.
i feel like at this moment in time i need to say
im sorry

its the thought that counts

September 7, 2008   Filed Under: C'est la vie~ That's life., to you...   181 words

so cliche. but so true.
when people give me gifts it doesn’t matter what it is…i’ll love it. because they took time out of their busy lives, went out of their way to pick out something that they think i may like, used money they could have used on something else. and in this process they’re thinking of me.
the souvenirs i got in the mail i really really like. even when you went so far and we haven’t talked for so long you thought of me, remembered me and sent it across the seas to me.
the things you got me while you were on vacation i really really like. even on vacation when you must be busy with all the things to do, to see, to eat you thought of me and brought something home for me.
you told me you’ve been preparing my birthday present since two months ago. it’s september now and my birthday is in february. im positive whatever it is it’s something really special.
and especially because it’s from you. i love it =) thankyou.

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